Today was such a great day... Yes, I said GREAT! It was 70 degrees outside today... yes, on March 6th, it was 70 degrees!! Tuesdays at work in the west office usually kind of suck.... today was pretty good. Got in a good walk with a coworker over lunch... then went on a long walk after work with some good friends/coworkers... then got back to Kosama for upper body and abs!! It felt SO great!!
I've just felt very empowered recently.... I'm as "ok" with being single as I can be. Trying to just do me and figure out my life. I don't even know how to describe how I feel... I still have my issues... but I feel so much better. I feel happy again... as happy as I can be.
In a way I still feel kind of stuck here in Iowa. I want to travel. I want to see the world... if I'm single I might as well take advantage of opportunities. I hate it when people tell me that I have so much time and I'm so young... I'm trying to embrace it right now, though it's hard. I know I'm technically "young" but I know what I want and I hate waiting for it... I learn more and more that I can't plan my life.. I don't really have control over how my life plays out.. it's a kind of frustrating, but in a way, kind of exciting, too. I can't wait for my future... but I don't want to miss the present...
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