I don't know what I'm doing anymore. There are so many nights I fall asleep hoping that I don't have to wake up in the morning. I barely have any "real" friends. I feel like all I do is pretend. I pretend to love living alone. I pretend to love working at a job that I don't want to be at forever. I pretend to be happy. I'm looking for love again because I feel like it's the only thing that will get me to stop wanting my ex....only thing is, it hasn't helped yet. I'm scared to never feel that way again. I'm scared of being alone.
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